ARTloveME(please?)

So pathetic I am. I madly, deeply in loved with arts. I don’t know why but it really captures my silly heart. I can get off my eyes starring them, I can’t stop my ands that voluntarily raised just to touch them and feel the texture. Sometimes I wish that one day will become an artist. UGH! Of course that was super impossible, I can be an artist only by heart and in my dreams. I can’t explain the feeling of envy-ness in those friends who had talents. Oh why I am sleeping while God gave away those gifts?......:((

Perhaps, I may be not that talented but I admire those people who have talent. Funky wacky arts made me sick. I desperately want them. When I saw it in internet, all I do is just to copy paste and print everything. I like the vintage art that make some realistic sense for me.

BERtoDECEMBER

I have realized that the BER months has already begins. The cold breeze of air every night make me fall as sleep so deeply and madly dreaming not to wake up anymore.

Life is always be a life

I found myself weird, for me it is a compliment and my good sides. I always want to be alone eventhough I am so scared people may leave me. In fact, I enjoyed being alone. My desire to be alone has always had a reason. It is not that I am being selfish or insensitive but I just don’t want to get hurt by other and hurt other. I am very sensitive when it comes to my surroundings. When I am in silence, it is just mean that I am observing something. There are times that I am being judgmental but I sincerely apologies and feel sorry to what I have done especially to those people that became my subject in my mind evilness.

I realized that no one and nothing is perfect. Like me, I got a lot of imperfection but what I am trying to say is that, try to look at the inner side or the hidden side of the person because you will definitely amazed of what you will discover. Stop judging and trash those side comments, even though sometimes comment of others may help to become a better person. Just be prank and know how of where and when to talk.

Love the Life

I want people to love me not because I love them, but love me because they truly care.

Demented

I’ve been crazy once in my life and I can’t afford to be psychological ill again because of having a fragile heart. Eerie feeling is killing my soul softly, I keep controlling but I am being vicious because of this.

Environmental Killer

Is there a power plant near at your place? I don’t really understand why the government stilled permitted those plantations to be established where in many people are living. It is really harmful and could be fatal. Its smoke creates a fearful risk to the human as well as to the animals. The children who have not fully developed their lungs, they are prone to respiratory disease because their lungs have no capacity to fight against microorganism yet.
While watching television about news, I really got irritated because of what I have known. The 6 months old infant died because of dyspnea and excessive sputum secretion in her lungs. This infant was living near to the said plantation. There are also 6 children who are schooling near to the plantation had admitted to the hospital because of respiratory illness.
People need a government action towards this problem. The company of the said plantation should take action to prevent this situation so that they could eliminate people suffering who are living near to their plantation.

NATURE was slowly dying