CEBU tour

Tour is the most awaited event of a student to enjoy and explore the world. Like us, there is no word to describe what is happiness and excitement. Then on 10-17-10 around 3:00pm we are already at school waiting for the bus to arrive that would fix us to the pier. It is some kind of a disgusting moment because on that they there is a storm in North Luzon and of course we are still affected. Around 5:00pm, we are still hoping and waiting for the bus. There is some question and fear in our mind that what if we can't go or the tour was being cancelled. So, sad face but still waiting....

Then around 5:30pm finally, the van was there waiting for 118 student. Happy to that moment finally, this is it. As we are inside the van, you will know how excited we are because our mouth can't stop talking, laughing and screaming plus we saw a colorful shiny rainbow in the sky.

Finally...

Experienced and happiness can not buy by money.

Heart’s Carrier

Heart was fragile, slippery once you touched. It should be handled carefully, just one wrong move and it will become wounded, mark a scar or worst, die. Every beats count, when it stopped it is hardly impossible to return it to its functional rhythm. It needs a continuous blood flow to make it alive, so that this liquid red thing will serve as way to a good life.

One reckless decision could ruin you. A proper handling of life is a must, to protect your heart from a vicious felon. Heart needs a mighty carrier who would protect it until his last breath. A carrier that willing to sacrifice for every beats of heart to make it alive.

Carrier can be disguised to break the fragile heart. He can act as a protect handling carefully the heart but eventually he will slowly grasp it tightly into his fist and squeezed it to a finest ash. It slowly and unconsciously cost you life to carry a heavy burden of sorrows and suffering. If you do not have courage to fight, your name would be surely written in the list of the living dead.

But, how will you know the true perfect carrier? It is not that just seeing the courage of that person. Perfect carrier would be patiently holds that fragile thing inside you. He will then offer his, to you to carry and the heart could say who should be her carrier.

ARTloveME(please?)

So pathetic I am. I madly, deeply in loved with arts. I don’t know why but it really captures my silly heart. I can get off my eyes starring them, I can’t stop my ands that voluntarily raised just to touch them and feel the texture. Sometimes I wish that one day will become an artist. UGH! Of course that was super impossible, I can be an artist only by heart and in my dreams. I can’t explain the feeling of envy-ness in those friends who had talents. Oh why I am sleeping while God gave away those gifts?......:((

Perhaps, I may be not that talented but I admire those people who have talent. Funky wacky arts made me sick. I desperately want them. When I saw it in internet, all I do is just to copy paste and print everything. I like the vintage art that make some realistic sense for me.

BERtoDECEMBER

I have realized that the BER months has already begins. The cold breeze of air every night make me fall as sleep so deeply and madly dreaming not to wake up anymore.

Life is always be a life

I found myself weird, for me it is a compliment and my good sides. I always want to be alone eventhough I am so scared people may leave me. In fact, I enjoyed being alone. My desire to be alone has always had a reason. It is not that I am being selfish or insensitive but I just don’t want to get hurt by other and hurt other. I am very sensitive when it comes to my surroundings. When I am in silence, it is just mean that I am observing something. There are times that I am being judgmental but I sincerely apologies and feel sorry to what I have done especially to those people that became my subject in my mind evilness.

I realized that no one and nothing is perfect. Like me, I got a lot of imperfection but what I am trying to say is that, try to look at the inner side or the hidden side of the person because you will definitely amazed of what you will discover. Stop judging and trash those side comments, even though sometimes comment of others may help to become a better person. Just be prank and know how of where and when to talk.

Love the Life

I want people to love me not because I love them, but love me because they truly care.

Demented

I’ve been crazy once in my life and I can’t afford to be psychological ill again because of having a fragile heart. Eerie feeling is killing my soul softly, I keep controlling but I am being vicious because of this.