ARTloveME(please?)

So pathetic I am. I madly, deeply in loved with arts. I don’t know why but it really captures my silly heart. I can get off my eyes starring them, I can’t stop my ands that voluntarily raised just to touch them and feel the texture. Sometimes I wish that one day will become an artist. UGH! Of course that was super impossible, I can be an artist only by heart and in my dreams. I can’t explain the feeling of envy-ness in those friends who had talents. Oh why I am sleeping while God gave away those gifts?......:((

Perhaps, I may be not that talented but I admire those people who have talent. Funky wacky arts made me sick. I desperately want them. When I saw it in internet, all I do is just to copy paste and print everything. I like the vintage art that make some realistic sense for me.