CEBU tour

Tour is the most awaited event of a student to enjoy and explore the world. Like us, there is no word to describe what is happiness and excitement. Then on 10-17-10 around 3:00pm we are already at school waiting for the bus to arrive that would fix us to the pier. It is some kind of a disgusting moment because on that they there is a storm in North Luzon and of course we are still affected. Around 5:00pm, we are still hoping and waiting for the bus. There is some question and fear in our mind that what if we can't go or the tour was being cancelled. So, sad face but still waiting....

Then around 5:30pm finally, the van was there waiting for 118 student. Happy to that moment finally, this is it. As we are inside the van, you will know how excited we are because our mouth can't stop talking, laughing and screaming plus we saw a colorful shiny rainbow in the sky.

Finally...

Experienced and happiness can not buy by money.

Heart’s Carrier

Heart was fragile, slippery once you touched. It should be handled carefully, just one wrong move and it will become wounded, mark a scar or worst, die. Every beats count, when it stopped it is hardly impossible to return it to its functional rhythm. It needs a continuous blood flow to make it alive, so that this liquid red thing will serve as way to a good life.

One reckless decision could ruin you. A proper handling of life is a must, to protect your heart from a vicious felon. Heart needs a mighty carrier who would protect it until his last breath. A carrier that willing to sacrifice for every beats of heart to make it alive.

Carrier can be disguised to break the fragile heart. He can act as a protect handling carefully the heart but eventually he will slowly grasp it tightly into his fist and squeezed it to a finest ash. It slowly and unconsciously cost you life to carry a heavy burden of sorrows and suffering. If you do not have courage to fight, your name would be surely written in the list of the living dead.

But, how will you know the true perfect carrier? It is not that just seeing the courage of that person. Perfect carrier would be patiently holds that fragile thing inside you. He will then offer his, to you to carry and the heart could say who should be her carrier.

ARTloveME(please?)

So pathetic I am. I madly, deeply in loved with arts. I don’t know why but it really captures my silly heart. I can get off my eyes starring them, I can’t stop my ands that voluntarily raised just to touch them and feel the texture. Sometimes I wish that one day will become an artist. UGH! Of course that was super impossible, I can be an artist only by heart and in my dreams. I can’t explain the feeling of envy-ness in those friends who had talents. Oh why I am sleeping while God gave away those gifts?......:((

Perhaps, I may be not that talented but I admire those people who have talent. Funky wacky arts made me sick. I desperately want them. When I saw it in internet, all I do is just to copy paste and print everything. I like the vintage art that make some realistic sense for me.

BERtoDECEMBER

I have realized that the BER months has already begins. The cold breeze of air every night make me fall as sleep so deeply and madly dreaming not to wake up anymore.

Life is always be a life

I found myself weird, for me it is a compliment and my good sides. I always want to be alone eventhough I am so scared people may leave me. In fact, I enjoyed being alone. My desire to be alone has always had a reason. It is not that I am being selfish or insensitive but I just don’t want to get hurt by other and hurt other. I am very sensitive when it comes to my surroundings. When I am in silence, it is just mean that I am observing something. There are times that I am being judgmental but I sincerely apologies and feel sorry to what I have done especially to those people that became my subject in my mind evilness.

I realized that no one and nothing is perfect. Like me, I got a lot of imperfection but what I am trying to say is that, try to look at the inner side or the hidden side of the person because you will definitely amazed of what you will discover. Stop judging and trash those side comments, even though sometimes comment of others may help to become a better person. Just be prank and know how of where and when to talk.

Love the Life

I want people to love me not because I love them, but love me because they truly care.

Demented

I’ve been crazy once in my life and I can’t afford to be psychological ill again because of having a fragile heart. Eerie feeling is killing my soul softly, I keep controlling but I am being vicious because of this.

Environmental Killer

Is there a power plant near at your place? I don’t really understand why the government stilled permitted those plantations to be established where in many people are living. It is really harmful and could be fatal. Its smoke creates a fearful risk to the human as well as to the animals. The children who have not fully developed their lungs, they are prone to respiratory disease because their lungs have no capacity to fight against microorganism yet.
While watching television about news, I really got irritated because of what I have known. The 6 months old infant died because of dyspnea and excessive sputum secretion in her lungs. This infant was living near to the said plantation. There are also 6 children who are schooling near to the plantation had admitted to the hospital because of respiratory illness.
People need a government action towards this problem. The company of the said plantation should take action to prevent this situation so that they could eliminate people suffering who are living near to their plantation.

NATURE was slowly dying

Student delirium in money.:)

Eh as a student alam niyo naman na umaasa lang tayo sa parents natin for allowance..haha Pag nagpadagdag kapa LAGOT ka... Kaya be praktical nalang...
Ways of beign praktical....
1. Imbes mamili sa Mall ayon sa downtown nalang kung saan maraming paninda na mura... Tipid! haha kahit di branded iyong damit hayaan mu na, bakit titingnan ba nila yan?(hehe)
2. Kalimutan daw mag eat minsan(tama ba yun?)HELLO ulcer... haha... Sabi nila DIET lang daw. Duh! FINANCIAL CRISIS is the correct term...haha
3. If bibili nang books, well better to borrow than to buy... Eh isang beses mu lang naman babasahin yun eh..haha If you want to repeat so, borrow again(problema ba yun?).
4. If you want songs... eh di pa BURN ka nalang ng CD, haha oh download mu sa Cellphone mu.. Makakapili kana mura pa...
5. If mag papadevelop ka ng picture, pa print mu nalang via printer machine and photo paper... Mura na 9pcs. pa wallet size!..haha
NOTE: Huwag tatanggi sa LIBRE kasi daw masama tanggihan ang GRASIYA...(oo nga naman) LOL
Kalokohan lang...

Pagatpat Summer Escapade

PAGATPAT

(Guimaras)

Hello there?!
Just ignore our BUTT...haha

Did you see how beautiful and enchanting this place is? Well; it is one of my favorite place, the best when it comes to nature, ocean, trees etc.

Let me describe you how PAGATPAT looks like.
It is one of the beautiful resorts in Guimaras Island. It is not a usual beach which we always go. There is no seashore in here, no sand and stones. When you enter to their entrance, you will notice the narrow way to the main door that is look like a videoke bar. This videoke bar was wide and full of well carved tables and chairs. When you sit at the back you’ll see the unusual tree house that looks creepy. You will surely get amazed because it is a 4stories tree house. Its wall was made of fish net. You will love to take a picture of yourself just like us in every floor that you are climbing. Every floor has a DUYAN that is perfectly and securely attached to the mangroves tree. In the 4th floor, you might shout “WOW” because of the beauty of the resort. You will see the mangroves around you that have a bridge ma meters away from each other. The bridge connects the mangroves to 5 cottages hanging in the mangroves branch that makes other tree houses. So beautiful and adorable.

I want my old self back

I want to go back to my old self. The simple on going, happy go lucky and down to earth. I know I’d changed a lot; maybe it can be good news or not in so many reasons. I became so fool and ignorant, noisy and irritating. I can still be proud ‘coz I am true to myself, but of course my old self is watching at my back. Forming a conscience about what I am doing and begging not to turn my back to her.
I’ve realized so many things in my college life. I want to improve myself because I don’t really know who I am. I am a pickle minded and get easily irritated with a non sense and not so true people. I am an observant, I know many people love me and I am glad.
Sometimes I dream to be somebody because I am nobody. In that way of thinking, my old self keep proclaiming to be contented. I didn’t listen because I am simply stubborn child. I keep aiming so high wanting something I desire and obsessed to others life. I don’t really know what I am doing even don’t care if it is right or not. Later I realized that I am no longer myself what I have known before.
And now, I end up nothing and full of regrets. Realizing everything and go back to reality. I am here, hiding beneath the blanket letting all those tears to fall to ease the pain. Stopping these is so hard, foolishness is the right word.
I have too many words and idea in my mind about all I have done. I don’t know how to express it and I just want to say something a portion of it. Everytime I’m alone, all words in my mind is saying “I want to go back to my old self”.
My old self whom I love and my friends want me to be. My old self is only simple shy and homely. No more words no more talks.